I really wanna quit my job, seriously. I’ve been this company for about 5years and I became very negative in this 5years guradually. Now I am perfect of negative. The way of thinking for various situation, alway negative thing comes up my mind first. I like my job but I dont wanna a position that I made a decision, attending meeting alone like I dont wanna be a leader. I understand anyone expect about it to me but I may want to be like that thus I am under the stress my expectation.
I will quit my job if I couldnt have a baby in 6 month and I will concentrate fertility treatment. Meanwhile, I have to THAT to keep making money. fertility treatment takes a lot of cost so I have to do my best too.
I work so much, so much. this month’s my overtime will be over 60 deifenitely. As my hasband says, this is not my style. This is not the time to spend all my time to my job. We want a baby and I have to maintain my body condition in good for it.
This month I somohow made a time to go the clinic, sometime I was late and waited so long. this is really waste of time..
I totally understand now is far from the situation I was promised in the beginning. Shu asked me to appeal this is not promised-condition but I cannot say it in this crazy busy situation.. Most of people works till 10 or 11 and very tired. How can I say I want to leave office on time because it is promised-condition. But I have to realized that working until 23 is relly really crazy situation even though any crazy situation is happened. Our upper class people have to protect us.赤ちゃんアトピー
I was not able to make up my mind which pearl necklace I should buy today. I fully understand that Mikimoto and Tasaki is good quality and probably they provide after-sales care service as well but expensive to my budget now. Tiffany’s price is good for me about half price of Mikimoto and Tasaki but it is not natural pearl. I can’t decide what I should buy today and I decided to keep saving 500yen more strictly. I am going to think about pearl around next winter again.
I am listening radio now. I really think I did the right shopping seriously. The Bluetooth speaker has also radio fanction and it seems like I use radio much more than Bluetooth, I wanted listen music by bluetooth though. The good point of radio is I dont need to see a monitor. thus I can do something else over listening music or someone’s talk. DJ delivers me various musics or information which I may not able to know if I dont liesten it. So radio gives me something new staff. Radio is great.ソイドル
Today I woke up at 10am and booked Hotel by Rakuten for Kyoto trip after Yoshi’s wedding. Then went to Yoga and got Subway sandwitches then went to home. After eating it, I cleaned up rooms and wiped floors.
These days I am so into making tasty coffee at my home. Yesterday I went to Union coffee in Kappabashi where has various coffee stuff, pot, Hario server and milk whip machine etc. Amazing! The taste is seriously different from Coffee machine one.
Coffee machine is a bit sour and doenst’t feel beans taste well. But Hario manial coffee’s taste is mild but can feel beans taste very well. This is really amazing. I want to try a flannel filter next time. Mom used to make a coffee by it and she said the taste is also very good. We found that we can go Kappabashi by bus without transfer and fare is much cheaper than using train Bus is not crowded. It must be best way to go Asakusa. Also Asakusa has many ceramic wholesale stores. Some stores is very stylish and modern. They are a bit expensive but it’s ganna take much money if I would go to Mashiko in Tochigi pre to buy ceramic items by rental car. so I begin to wonder that buying them at Kappabashi is more effective. Anyway, I want to know tips to make tasty coffee even more! Probably I could buy suitable coffee mugs for home coffee next time.
Someday I want to treat my coffee to my friends at my home when I have a baby in the near future
why he can express his feeling and anger in such a childish way… I never understand it, never ever… sigh.
I’m going to go parents home since new year. I wanna see my father and talk how he spend everyday. we may go to local market to buy vegi and probably have a lunch as well. I love my parents and my habby